From her upcoming album Full of Chemicals, “Soft Target” by Rosalie James perfectly expresses a tale of self-discovery and resilience within the realm of neurodiversity. Inspired by Rosalie’s own personal journey of realising her own autism, “Soft Target” looks at the struggles of women who navigate, have navigated, and continue to navigate life without a diagnosis while wrestling with societal expectations and inner turmoil. Through its introspective lyrics, Rosalie candidly reveals her experiences of feeling out of place, misunderstood, and grappling with self-doubt, painting a raw and relatable portrait of neurodivergent existence.
On the song she confides,
“This song is for the generations of women who weren’t diagnosed as neurodivergent until adulthood because they just seemed A Lot. It’s for the ‘over-sensitive drama queens,’ who attracted people that liked us a little crazy and vulnerable but had nothing to give us. I’m still awkward and difficult and scared of balloons. I lost a career and I’m full of chemicals. But I’m not alone. We’re not alone.”
Despite the weight of the topic, the song reverberates with authenticity and vulnerability and“Soft Target” flows in beautiful wisps of effervescent dreamy melodies that are coupled with Rosalie’s soulful vocals.
Through Rosalie’s writing “Soft Target” is an acknowledgement and ode to individuals who have felt marginalised or overlooked and offers solace and solidarity in shared experiences. She crafts beautiful songs that are both deeply personal and universally public. With its lush blend of dream pop and indie rock, “Soft Target” exemplifies the cathartic power of music to confront and transcend adversity.
